1. |
rabbit
02:11
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derailed, destroyed
like it was something you enjoyed
subtext, subdue
are you any less paranoid?
it doesn't have to be a universal suffering
unless you make it everybody else’s problem
watched a shadow play across the wall inside your cave
and it just broke you that it wasn’t written for you
if you could fix it in a word
would you say it to her now?
(there’s always next year)
to her now?
(there’s always next year)
green eyes, red hands
blue lipstick smeared across the glass
(why are you doing this?)
it rules your veins
and keeps you trapped in perfect past
(are you still looking away from the truth?)
it doesn't have to be a universal suffering
unless you make it everybody else’s problem
what you thought you’d seen it wasn’t real you thought it means
end of your scene but you wouldn’t leave the screen
you can fix this in a word
why can’t you say it to her now?
(there’s always next year)
to her now?
(there’s always next year)
to her now?
(there’s always next year)
to her now?
(there’s always next year)
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2. |
lonely roach
04:17
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i left the amp on overnight
but i guess nothing happened i'm
stringing myself again i am
making no plans, i might as well
sit in the dark no sound again
staging a scene its just for you
want to be seen this way like some
half-human statuette
upturned cockroach
pitiable you
crisis actor
painted face blue
keep your hands still and resist the urge to move
put on your so sad show
i smashed the photo you sent
with the back of a hammer
and its sitting there
just so you can ask about it
there’s some sick part of me that’s
feasting on your empathy
so please just let it dry up
i’ll succeed or i will stop
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3. |
viscera
04:07
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i guess i lead you right to me
so did you want to go to sleep?
covered sky with paper sheets
waiting on our company
my hands are too frozen to feel
matches scattered in the snow
so did you want to go to sleep?
or were you waiting out for me?
cold comfort!
were you around?
my body splayed and coming down
i feel the dirt and grass but i fell for you, i fell for you
i called it!
to fall apart
the moment that the future’s dark
there’s no one left to blame but me, but me, but me, but me, but me
why am i waiting
to feel it creeping in
your claws are cloaked in shadow
scraping underneath my skin
all doors are closing
the walls begin to spin
life defined by television
static wreaking havoc in my brain
i felt like i was meant to play a bigger part
but i’ve ensured that no one ever knows my name
i stay the same
cold comfort!
were you around?
my body splayed and coming down
i feel the shrapnel now but i fell for you, i fell for you
i called it!
to run away
from open arms, a sudden spray
of blood dissolved into the sea the sea the sea the sea the sea
why am i waiting
to feel it creeping in
your claws are cloaked in shadow
scraping underneath my skin
all doors are closing
the walls begin to spin
i'm sick of waiting
the color of my dread
fill my lungs with bile and
keep me pinned inside my bed
i only want
to get out of my head
hold me tight
please kill me from the inside
do you
know what i had in mind
viscera
strewn across my apartment
as a way of never saying goodbye
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